Writings of J.A.M.

Daily life for me might seem, from the outside looking in, to be as calm as a pond in the summer, but from the inside looking out, it is a hurricane in the middle of may. College, school, life, drama, the future, all of these words and their meanings whirring about in my head. What does it all mean? What should it mean, to me? The impact of college, going off for who knows how many years, leading a whole new life, free of "rules", parents, supervision, has not hit me full force yet. It may seem like a grand awakening for some, or a horrible nightmare for others, but for me, it is nothing, just another step in the cycle of life. I think that it will all change eventually but for now, my head is in the books for school.

Right now I am looking for a roommate through some roommate finder program for Michigan Technological University. I think the system is a good idea, but as I am a shy person, it is hard for me to just send a message to someone saying "Hey, you sound like an interesting person, want to be roommates?" I don't want them to just pick one for me. I found someone who I believe I have meet before, so I sent him a message asking if he remembered who I was, and if he was who I thought he was, if you can follow what I am saying. Anyways I really am not worried about a roommate at the moment, and won't be until it gets closer to the deadline.